FAREWELL

Who want farewell? I think most people hate farewell, whereas when they just made a good day before farewell. We have it, lot! Every step we made always start with hello and end with good bye. I just got farewell feeling, I have to leave my dormitory cause some reason. I know I'm still in the same city and same place where we can meet together, also we ware born in the same city and country so it must be easier to meet up some day. But, I feel like things will be different from now, maybe next you're not longer have a time to meet up or arrange your time cause your work, maybe you'll move to the other country and the worst we don't know when we will die, do we?

Every time we met new people, we will observe them, how they look, how they talk with us  , eye contact, that will determine their manner on our eyes not them. Maybe if you only met once and not arrange to meet up again for know better, wont feel farewell enough. Actually the most difficult abandoned is when you know the person and you feel you pleasurable with them, farewell is hard. For introvert, farewell common, but trust me when they have one person who make them cozy, farewell exist.

It's normal when you cry in farewell moment, but we need to think positive so we wont feel overwhelmed and move on. God create us and people around us, of course we need to complete each other, and farewell create to telling you to appreciate time. Time couldn't stop, you can't turn back to the time you wanted. But you can appreciate time, use it wisely so you wont regret the future or the time you've waste. No matter bad or good they are, they have given you a lot of experience about life is. You need to realize that all the person you meet is a give from God. 

What should you do is to use your life wisely, life is good right? If not, you haven't relieze it yet. I believe every person in the world is happy, no matter how they life is, although their life aren't the same as the old one, they need to be grateful and I believe they will feel life is good.

when you lose your way

hi guys! this is the first time I'm using English on my blog, since I lived in taiwan, my english become so worst seriously! okay, maybe some of you guys don't know about me, either I don't share this post to any social network I have. Recently, I found my way is empty, like you don't know where to go to catch your dream. I have thinking about my dream these days causes I have many problem with my studies, maybe you have been through same as me. I feel like I dont belong in here, maybe cause the language, I never learned chinese before I go to taiwan. Chinese has been a language which i dislike so much and now I must dealing with chinese everyday and every time! This problem is bothering me, I got stress last semester and doctor said I need to relax myself, stress isnt good for your health you know it! So, I've been thinking to change my major or quit from my uni now, I have told my dad before to quit cause I feel bad for him, I have spend his money for nothing, besides since I studied in taiwan I feel like i got nothing, I answered the questions with my thoughts. Seriously, I feel bad, what teacher taught to me was my experiences, mean I have basic on tourism and my dad realized I can just take a job without go to uni.


Before to late I decided to quit uni on this August and plan to go the other uni, but how? The truth is my dad is on a hard time, my house must do the renovation which means it isnt cheap, my bro go to uni too, and if I go to uni too I will make my dad overwhelmed. What should I do? Whereas, I wanna go to the other country this is serious, I got some opportunity but the problem is money. yeah money money money, I always got problem with this tiny little thing but everyones need it! Honestly, I feel like if I use my own money I will study hard, I make promise of it, but I dont have enough money for my money either. All I want is go to a country named L* lol you guys might known it! Take communication studies for my next education and boom! I'll graduated and search a job in L*. I wish my life everyday and pray for it, sometimes I just imagine I get a $10.000.000 LOL big imagination right? and then without thinking I'll apply my application and then take a plane and study really hard for this thing! I also will help my dad to renovation his house, I feel guilty with him, his job is freelance tour guide which is the salary is a small amount. I wish it everyday and I wish it could be come true, I will be so happy, I wont spend that money for shopping but for my future, for my family, I wish I wish.


For you guys who lose your way like me, pray! and trust your heart, follow your heart, I know it's hard to choose what the best for our life, if you want quickly make more money of course it isnt easy like you think right, yeah you can dream of it but you must keep trying to get it. Every way we choose always have a risks, what you need to do is deal with it! keep trusting yourself! dont give up, it will be come to us if we believe and work on it. well, goodluck for us!!